I'm sure I am overthinking this but... For much of the last year or two I feel like I've been in fight or flight most of the time. I'm always analyzing, tracking, worrying about symtpoms, trying to get them to go away, etc. All the stuff you aren't supposed to do. Even when feeling better I'm always go go go and thinking non stop and never resting. Anyway a few days ago I had enough and just said screw it. This weekend I've had a fair amount of pain free times and I thought I would be thrilled. Instead I've been incredibly... Tired? Apathetic? It hasn't been bad... But I just thought I'd feel this zest for life and really enjoy pain free breaks. Instead I'm just sorta sitting around, zoning out, not doing or thinking much or anything. Is this a normal feeling after being addicted to fight or flight? Should I just enjoy the change of pace for as long as it lasts? Im just afraid that my tms has shifted to depression or fatigue or something... But maybe my body is just trying to recharge and I shouldn't overthink.