When I started reading The Divided Mind recommended by my Pelvic Floor Physical Therapist I had no doubt this was what was going on with me. I had every single personality type characteristic he listed in his book. I have already found some relief of pain as I started reading the book. I also found as I shared with friends some more slight relief in pain. This is pretty amazing stuff. I also participated in one of the Saturday chats. The moderator told me, yes, the death of my younger brother when I was 5 would have been abandonment at the conscious and unconscious level. No, I never cried. All the pictures of him were removed. We moved to another house. He was never discussed. We were told "we had to be strong." I have been crying every since.