Hello everyone, I am new new here. This sounds like a great encouraging place to help someone heal! So about me (hopefully without going into too much unnecessary detail!): Over 9 years ago, I was a mess. Awful pelvic pain and sickness. Back then I did the nonsense medical route for a short time. Tests, exams, some 'labels" thrown on me and not any help offered. Nothing really threatening diagnosed but told it was "incurable." Just live in pain more or less. Long story short, I did heal. My immune system was shot back then. I did some detoxing & cleansing . My immune system is amazingly strong now and I never get sick. The pelvic pain resolved a lot. It was a combination of soaking myself in mind/body books. I chose to believe the mind can heal. And my mind helped me heal a lot. On a physical side of what helped also was going to a NUCCA chiropractor who also didn't believe I had all that much wrong with me and believed I would fully heal the random pelvic and back pain. He did trigger point muscle work on my abs and legs along with the most gentle neck alignment (as NUCCA is very gentle and not your traditional chiropractic care.) ( physical therapy, acupuncture, zone therapy, Cranial sacral therapy, nothing worked for the pelvic pain until NUCCA/ trigger point and believing strongly that I would be ok.) So I did get pretty well. Mild pelvic stuff would come and go over the last several years but nothing that was debilitating me. And I would just be fine. That was until last spring after doing some core abdominal new exercise routine. ( and lots of personal family worry and job STRESS.) ( I had been doing Pilates abdominal core stuff right prior to problems starting the first time 9 years ago - coincidence?). Then all this summer increased pelvic stuff on and off, but not awful . Then since October, I have just been yuck! I am not getting out of it like I would expect. The pelvic stuff isn't really what I had before because it's just in different locations pelvic wise. So it is weird and scary. Went to dr for a couple checks and of course they don't know. Sooo, I read dr. Sarno. I connect to the TMS theory. I searched inside me for repressed feelings. I know I had lots of negatives emotions at the time of this onset last spring and even more so this fall because of anxiety/ fear over issues with my kids and horrible stress at my job which is my own in home daycare. I have had some very difficult daycare kids and parents over the last several months. It caused emotions of worry, anxiety and resentment/anger and lots of frustration. And 12 hour work days with very little sleep. I've made some changes and beginning this month, my hours are down to 10 hours and then I will be able to work 7:00-4:30 beginning January. So that's great and I have eliminated some of my stressful parents and kids. So things are looking up. I acknowledge my negative emotions I felt over the last several months as I felt more stress in those months then ever. But symptoms aren't improving. I believe my mind is a part of these new random pains that literally change location and sensation several times a day but there's some less stress. But again, no improvement. Please anyone share thoughts. Especially pelvic and low back/ leg pain experiences and healings. I should have more trust in myself as I healed a lot before. But I am in this terrible feeling of panic/ worry of shedding this pain this time. I just feel yuck! Thank you to anyone who can lift me up a little and share your thoughts or experiences.