its been almost a year since ive had any back issues since my discovery of tms about a year before that.. i thought i had gotten rid of the fear.. but when i felt a sprain or pain in my lower left back the other day immediately my stomach sank, and i felt like throwing up. although it got a little better, today i felt a jolt of lightning in my lower back and i know this feeling all too well. usually the next day i can barely walk for aBout the next week. i thought i was in the clear.. i thought i had tms beat. does this happen to many of you? its hard to stay positive right now. the hardest things to deal with are relapses. its so hard thinking there will always be relapses.