Hi. I am about a month in. My pain has seem to go down but is still there 24/7 but just more tolerable. I also started an antidepressants about 2-3 months ago. When I followed up w my primary dr and told her how I was doing slightly better ( not even mentioning TMS). She was very discouraging. She basically said it was due to the medication and no other reason. I said how I wanted to try to decrease it but she insisting that I was doing better due to medication instead of me "healing". Which I told her I thought I was doing. She also said I would probably have to deal with this my whole life. I left there very discouraged and now I'm very depressed and I am second guessing. Maybe I am doing better cuz the Elavil (5 mg) has been in my system for 2-3 months and its not due to me finding out about TMS. I'm very discouraged right now. I don't want to live in pain my whole life. My husband just told me "crying about it isn't going to help it either". Anyone else feel that way going thru this and actually come out ahead and pain free?????