Though journaling for nearly three years, I believe that my anger is directed at my (now former) best friend as he, like me, has been bullied into believing that money is more important that love. I believe he is stuck in a controlling relationship with his wife, who seems to have deep psychological problems of her own. I am still trying to figure out the finer details of the anger, but I think this is what I have been repressing for a number of years, and would explain a lot of my other random symptoms other than the chronic back pain and dizziness. None of the other treatments have worked for me to date, so unfortunately I will have to continue on with the journaling for another while yet. Although it isn't a complete fix, I do believe I am days away from it.