Day 10, and the question to ponder is whom I never share my feelings with. Today I wrote an unsent letter to my eldest child who one day stepped out of my life and never told me why. Now its seven years ago and when someone refuses any contact, it ends, because contact needs two persons in it. He is a great part of all the pain and I would like to share my feelings because I still love him and feel no anger only sadness, a lot of sadness. I did a lot of work the last years to overcome this sadness and to respect his wish of no contact. But the sadness and pain didn’t disappear. His father stopped sharing news about him, he still sees his son. We divorced over 20years ago. His sister feels ‘in between’ and doesnt want to talk with me about her brother. What to do when someone doesn’t want to share his feelings with you and doesn’t want to hear my feelings and when this causes you a lot of pain and sadness? Writing this helps, also writing the unsent letter helps. This forum helps. I’ve never been on a forum and I’m still trying to understand all the possibility’s of it.