It's hard to say how much I'm progressing overall because my symptoms come and go and they've been like that for a while. I did seem to crash over the past few days. I think it's because there were a lot of changes going on in my life, people moving and whatnot. Whenever there's some big change like that, my body seems to go into anxiety mode as if I'm confused and don't know what to do with the change. I wonder why I can't just smoothly get through life changes. Is that at all related to the sorts of problems people typically have with TMS? For me it seems to directly relate to not knowing what do with my life at this point. Almost like the sort of depression people have when they complete a major project in their life and feel lost. I feel like, if there was a consistent structure to me life, then I wouldn't have TMS.