My dysarthria story

Because of the classic predisposing personality traits, I have had many episodes of various manifestations of TMS over many years. I seem to be prone to some of the “odder” TMS manifestations. Prior to now, the most intense was a severe burning sensation in the sacrum and buttocks area when sitting, starting about 10 years ago. This lasted 3 years until I sort of accidentally learned about Dr. Sarno, and 6 weeks later I was cured, without recurrence of that symptom to this day. I have had a variety of other more typical, manageable, and fairly brief manifestations over the years.
But now I have developed the sudden onset of obvious and fairly constant slurring of speech (dysarthria), which has been very frightening, especially since this is mentioned little in the TMS literature. I guess I’m not 100% sure that it’s TMS, but after negative neurologic testing, and realizing the stressful situation during which it started, and my learning from before, I’m betting it is. It’s frustrating and embarrassing in my public position as a physician and hospital leader. I’m starting the Structured Educational Program with day 1 today, as well as reading from Dr. Sarno’s books every day. I’m hoping in a few weeks to be cured again.
This website was not present 10 years ago that I know of, and I certainly appreciate the enormous amount of work you all have done.

 

We are totally here for you on your healing journey! Sounds like you are really doing the work that is required to heal from TMS. Reading is key and the Structured Program sounds good, I am going to try it soon. I just wrote my TMS Story and am going to post it soon!

All the BEst,

Livvy ~

 

Wow, I'm shocked by the fact that the words "We are totally here for you on your healing journey", written by a complete stranger, have brought tears to my eyes. Thank you very kindly.

 

Welcome, Steven!

Well, my TMS doctor has had TMS himself and this made me feel better as his patient. In the beginning I used to feel embarrassed about TMS and angry at myself for having wasted time on other treatments that did nothing. That shame is just part of TMS itself and probably something all people feel at one time or another.

This is a really great community of people and has been a big part of my own healing journey (I've been here since January, I would say I'm 90% recovered and I have many pain free days now). Looking forward to seeing you around here, Steven.

Be kind to yourself!

~ Veronica

 

I find it fascinating looking at the variety of symptoms we get and their particular relevance to our jobs and our lives. I too have manageable forms of TMS. These are the symptoms that don't really bother us and are easily ignored. The ones we can't ignore are the pain symptoms that knock us off our feet and the ones that seem to prevent us from enjoying activities or being effective at our work.

People who need to type for a living get RSI symptoms. People who have to be on their feet all day experience pains in their feet and legs. People who have to talk are thwarted by symptoms such as the one you describe. I have always needed my voice for the work I do. I went through a phase where I would start to choke every time I had to speak to a client. I also suffered from chronic migraines which would affect my speech. Double whammy. Without the ability to speak, I really couldn't do my job. It was embarrassing and frustrating as you say. I would start to worry and catastrophise. This made my symptoms worse.

I am sure you will benefit from the wealth of information on the wiki and receive continued support from forum members.