I'm in bed with sheer will getting me to the toilet. Yeah this title is "More Shift". My wife left for work with all needs by my bed. I'm really tired and a bit anxious to get out of the red. I was managing well with my torn meniscus, one week on crutches to get about, another week to follow and my back gives out. I'm putting my energy in what I want to see, perfect health, mobility, and pain free. Logically I think its my body's compensation, if I want to use the victim card I'd call it my brains retaliation. Yes a part of me thinks my brain is fighting for redemption, spiritually I know my heart needs attention. So I acknowledge my issues, it's a process, I'm not necessarily stuck. Emotionally it's just WTF? This was good for me to lay back and share, now back to the work at hand, thanks for listening, where do you stand? I'm putting my energy in what I want to see, perfect health, mobility, and pain free.