Working on this stuff I'm starting to realize a few things... 1. I have a lot of incomprehensible chatter in my head- I'm assuming is my subconscious at work. I can notice the activity, just can't make sense of it. It's irritating. 2. I don't remember much of my childhood, before my teen years, and that bothers me. 3. I feel like there's an awful lot to me that I just can't find/see/hear...is it possible that a fundamental part of myself could be buried so deep that I'm just oblivious to it now?