Hello, Has anyone manifested actual diseases they were worried about getting? I have done that so many times in the past. I started in my teen years. Then from 19-31 I was medicated with an SSRI and I only manifested 3 illnesses I was afraid of getting in that time. I have been off SSRIs for 4+ years and have seen sick ever since. Started with back pain, got rid of that when I learned about this, but then manifested a few horrible and very real and documented illnesses that have left me with very little quality of life. I'm thinking about going back on medication, as I didn't seem to have these issues when I was on them. They certainly did control my thoughts. Curious if there are others, like me, out there? I hear about a disease, get extremely fearful, research about it, and in the past have actually gotten some. I have severe OCD and health anxiety. I think it's time to go back on the meds as they help me control my mind. Anyone else..?