Enrique
Well known member
Hi, I haven't posted in a while. I took the family camping for 4 days to Huntington Lake in the Sierras and then came back to a bunch of work to do. Thanks for the support Eric. Things are going ok overall with some minor issues. Joyce, read your updates... keep up the good work! Sounds like it's going well overall. Fight the good fight!
My TMS update:
I've been excercising and not really following a plan per se this year. I've just been doing what I feel like doing and when I feel like doing it, trying to listen to my mind and body more. During the camping trip, I took my mountain bike and went riding around just about every day. And the lake was just gorgeous and with hardly anyone there, I put on my wetsuit and swam around a lot. Everything felt pretty good with a few things going on.
First, I notice is that I feel something in my knee. It's like a "sensation" and not really a pain. I am telling myself it is TMS, but my mind wants to believe it is a real tissue damage. So I struggle a little with that. I avoid poking and prodding it so I don't obsess about it, but I have to admit that it is attracting my attention, which I know is part of the pain cycle. I won't ride again until the Tri I'm doing this Sunday so I'll report back on that later.
Secondly, I notice the pain underneath my right shoulder blade is still there. It is not really a bad pain... just a very slight feeling. I was able to swim at a leisurely pace all last weekend with no restricting pain after, but when I turn my attention to my shoulder... I feel that sensation. Bottom line is that I try not to think about it. I still think it *might* be the remnants of a real injury unfortunately even though there's no proof of that. I also think that it might just be TMS... I guess I'm on the fence about it right now.
Lastly, two weeks ago, after my big project went live at work, my low back started hurting. TMS can be the only reason as I did nothing physical that could have caused it. The only thing I can think of is that somehow the project reaching a big milestone somehow caused my pain. This has happened to me before when a BIG Event completes. (It happened the week after I completed an Ironman event.) The current pain subsided since 2 weeks ago, but the pain still there and I'm thinking psychologically about it... there's nothing wrong with my back.
My meditation practice has been going well. I do the 8 minute meditation just about every day. I admit I have missed a few days, but I do feel good about how much I've done so far. I'm on week #4 so working on the "This Magic Moment" where I practice being here now, letting thoughts go, allowing, allowing, allowing. It's a pracitce I want to get better at.
Enrique
My TMS update:
I've been excercising and not really following a plan per se this year. I've just been doing what I feel like doing and when I feel like doing it, trying to listen to my mind and body more. During the camping trip, I took my mountain bike and went riding around just about every day. And the lake was just gorgeous and with hardly anyone there, I put on my wetsuit and swam around a lot. Everything felt pretty good with a few things going on.
First, I notice is that I feel something in my knee. It's like a "sensation" and not really a pain. I am telling myself it is TMS, but my mind wants to believe it is a real tissue damage. So I struggle a little with that. I avoid poking and prodding it so I don't obsess about it, but I have to admit that it is attracting my attention, which I know is part of the pain cycle. I won't ride again until the Tri I'm doing this Sunday so I'll report back on that later.
Secondly, I notice the pain underneath my right shoulder blade is still there. It is not really a bad pain... just a very slight feeling. I was able to swim at a leisurely pace all last weekend with no restricting pain after, but when I turn my attention to my shoulder... I feel that sensation. Bottom line is that I try not to think about it. I still think it *might* be the remnants of a real injury unfortunately even though there's no proof of that. I also think that it might just be TMS... I guess I'm on the fence about it right now.
Lastly, two weeks ago, after my big project went live at work, my low back started hurting. TMS can be the only reason as I did nothing physical that could have caused it. The only thing I can think of is that somehow the project reaching a big milestone somehow caused my pain. This has happened to me before when a BIG Event completes. (It happened the week after I completed an Ironman event.) The current pain subsided since 2 weeks ago, but the pain still there and I'm thinking psychologically about it... there's nothing wrong with my back.
My meditation practice has been going well. I do the 8 minute meditation just about every day. I admit I have missed a few days, but I do feel good about how much I've done so far. I'm on week #4 so working on the "This Magic Moment" where I practice being here now, letting thoughts go, allowing, allowing, allowing. It's a pracitce I want to get better at.
Enrique