I woke up this morning around 6am to a migraine. That makes the 3rd migraines I've had in the last 3 months. I got them a lot when I was a teenager but they basically went away when I got older. I only had 1 migraine throughout the whole decade of my 20's. I'm at a loss now. I feel super stressed about my living situation, my band, I feel lonely constantly, I have about $1500 in debt, I need to move out but I need to come up with another $1500-$2000 to make that happen, I need new drum cases and new cymbals (another $1500). I just don't know what to do. I'm seriously thinking about completely abandoning my life right now. Either moving out of the city back into my mom's house or committing suicide. I can't handle this any more. I can't be in fear of pain or migraines anymore. I don't know what to do.