Today I found out that I need endorsement. Right now I feel ashamed to tell. I am waiting untill a like or reaction comes in. (more shame) When it's not coming I feel alone. It is nice to read your story's and reactions, but for me it is not enough. I want endorsement. That is what I never got in my life. I had to do it all by my self. Maybe that is why going through life was so hard for me. There was no one who stimulated me. No one behind me. I was allways walking with my head down. My inferiority got bigger every year. Sometimes I still feel it and stay at home., hiding. When I go to work it is gone. I feel good at work. I was very afraid to write this, but for me it is important to let go. Now I feel better. With love, Rozie.