7dani4
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Hey there everyone!
I'm new to these forums -- just discovered Dr John Sarno's book Healing the Back yesterday and after reading the first 40-50 pages immediately felt mental/physical relief.
I've been suffering from sciatica for 2 months now. At first I felt it in my right lower back/hip, trained through it, made it worse (deadlifting through the pain), then when it got better my left hip started hurting a bit. The next day when I was walking pain suddenly started out of nowhere -- debilitating pain in my left hip, which then moved around both hips and down both legs. It's bearable now but working out makes it worse and working out is my favorite thing to do (also curbs my negative emotions) -- so you can see how this sent me in a massive spiral of depression.
When I read the book I realized that the time I got the pain, I was going through a lot of stuff. Exams, relationship troubles, worries about my future, family issues, etc. I've always been a huuuuge worrier. I've been suffering from anxiety + depression for years, extreme mental turmoil -- seemingly out of nowhere because when I look at my life objectively, there's nothing to worry about. At all. And though I realize this my mind obviously doesn't haha.
If I think about it, my sciatica is worse when I worry, and I feel I'm healing when I'm calm (too bad I'm rarely calm). These past few days I've been getting myself riled up over posture, vitamins, etc, anything that could make my self-diagnosed herniated disc worse. I've been scaring myself with horror-stories of chronic back pain, worrying I'd never be able to work out again.
But today my pain is 98% gone, and Sarno recommends you get into exercise or the activity you ceased doing, so I may try to get back to lifting weights this Wednesday. I stopped this for 2 months due to my "herniated disc" and fear of making it worse. However, I'm terrified that I do in fact have a back problem due to the disc and lifting heavy weights will make it worse, as it has done before when I tried lifting.
What does everyone suggest? Do I try getting back into it? Will avoiding it out of fear make me worse or put me at a standstill where I'm neither getting better nor worse, as I have been for the past few weeks?
Thanks,
Dani
I'm new to these forums -- just discovered Dr John Sarno's book Healing the Back yesterday and after reading the first 40-50 pages immediately felt mental/physical relief.
I've been suffering from sciatica for 2 months now. At first I felt it in my right lower back/hip, trained through it, made it worse (deadlifting through the pain), then when it got better my left hip started hurting a bit. The next day when I was walking pain suddenly started out of nowhere -- debilitating pain in my left hip, which then moved around both hips and down both legs. It's bearable now but working out makes it worse and working out is my favorite thing to do (also curbs my negative emotions) -- so you can see how this sent me in a massive spiral of depression.
When I read the book I realized that the time I got the pain, I was going through a lot of stuff. Exams, relationship troubles, worries about my future, family issues, etc. I've always been a huuuuge worrier. I've been suffering from anxiety + depression for years, extreme mental turmoil -- seemingly out of nowhere because when I look at my life objectively, there's nothing to worry about. At all. And though I realize this my mind obviously doesn't haha.
If I think about it, my sciatica is worse when I worry, and I feel I'm healing when I'm calm (too bad I'm rarely calm). These past few days I've been getting myself riled up over posture, vitamins, etc, anything that could make my self-diagnosed herniated disc worse. I've been scaring myself with horror-stories of chronic back pain, worrying I'd never be able to work out again.
But today my pain is 98% gone, and Sarno recommends you get into exercise or the activity you ceased doing, so I may try to get back to lifting weights this Wednesday. I stopped this for 2 months due to my "herniated disc" and fear of making it worse. However, I'm terrified that I do in fact have a back problem due to the disc and lifting heavy weights will make it worse, as it has done before when I tried lifting.
What does everyone suggest? Do I try getting back into it? Will avoiding it out of fear make me worse or put me at a standstill where I'm neither getting better nor worse, as I have been for the past few weeks?
Thanks,
Dani