It's been a long time since I've dropped into the forum. I just realized that tonight, and how important it is. I'm not 100%. And I'm OK with that....it'll happen in due time. We're going through a tough spot. Hubby lost his job, and I'm trying to get a new position at work. But- nearly every day I'm learning how to live a little better. I'm learning to be more financially responsible, to be a better employee, wife, mother and friend. I'd tried doing these things before, but out of desperation, and THAT'S what made the difference. My attitude, my outlook, my constant sense of doom. Even when I'm stressed now (which I have been) I'm able to really believe that everything is alright, and I have to hold up my end...and in time, everything will be better. I still have fleeting bouts of pain, anxiety, depression...but they don't get to beat me down anymore. Best wishes to you all!