Today's assignment asks me to journal about a personality trait. I wrote that I have a hard time with change. That I want to be able to "go with the flow" more and not be so rigid. Example: if someone is running late, cut them some slack. I have a hard time with changes probably because I'm not in control. I have a hard time if I am in a new relationship and that person is sleeping in my bed. I don't sleep well because I am a very light sleeper. It takes a long time for me to "settle in" to new routines, new relationships with men, really anything new. Surely, I carry this rigidness in my bladder which is in spasm currently.