Boston Redsox
Well Known Member
Well it been a whole year since I started taking tms seriously…and to update all of you that since this discovery I am 90% percent off all meds, still taking some at night to sleep and deal with pain.
I have to say my outlook with dealing with pain and fear are much better since I know where its starts? My anxiety in that case as diminished. As some of you know I am going threw a loveless marriage and a road to divorce once we settle on our arrangements, and also the fact that we are still living together due to the fact we both don't have a place to go unless we sell our house and split the funds.
Which I am sure I am harboring some intense anger and pain. I have forgiven myself and stopped blaming myself for the failed marriage, I also forgave her for her unfaithfulness.
And her lack of love and caring for me…
I have to say my outlook with dealing with pain and fear are much better since I know where its starts? My anxiety in that case as diminished. As some of you know I am going threw a loveless marriage and a road to divorce once we settle on our arrangements, and also the fact that we are still living together due to the fact we both don't have a place to go unless we sell our house and split the funds.
Which I am sure I am harboring some intense anger and pain. I have forgiven myself and stopped blaming myself for the failed marriage, I also forgave her for her unfaithfulness.
And her lack of love and caring for me…
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