My pain is down to about 5-15% depending on circumstances. So on average I´m like 90% better! That is soooo good and feeling more calm and joy. However, this has happened short term before to me when I have gotten very excited about something fixing me or been very happy (like first Kiropractor visits). One thing that is new though is that I have never felt this relaxed in my muscles between my shoulders. Its incredible... I have been actively feeling my sadness a lot (not aware of before). I have cried every day several times. What helped me connect with these emotions are listening to the recorded session with like Ginger and Kelly in the "TMS Recovery Program". I just connect with my sadness without thinking about why, and start crying. Listening to the recordings help me do this. Sometimes cry for 1 min, sometimes for 5 min. Sometimes it fades, and comes back again within a few minutes. I always feels awesome afterwards. Done some Journaling, here mostly anger comes out. Maybe because I have chosen those topics so far. I can already tell I have much more anger to process. I have some fear for a serious progress set-back to come sooner or later.