Inconsistency of symptoms

[Balsa11]

Ya, the thing is in my eyes. I really feel this tension/pressure under my eyes and inside my templates. Sometimes it feels like this thing is exploding under my eyes , the pressure gets so intense, and in the next Minute i feel like something is loosening up and letting go, then i realy feel relaxed again because my eyes feel relaxed. And 2 Minutes later the Same shi* is starting. I have realy bad visual disturbances too. Weak fusion in the distance, like someone who has a squint or is squinting. I see both images slowly fusion to one. But i dont even have a squint do the doctors say. MRI Was also clear but i feel like someone who has a Traumatic brain injury, but i had no accident nothing... oh man its eating my soul lol, first neurologic tests were clear thank god, i hope so in the next month too. I am only struggeling to believe its not structural because my whole visual System is out of Controle, but many here had some realy realy hard neurological symptoms i read. That gives me hope

Yep, this is a common TMS symptom, face tends to tense up when you're holding on to stress. Look at what you're worried about and don't force an outcome. Don't strain, just be kind to yourself.

 

[Balsa11]

Thanks for this reply, yes i do have high anxiety and a bit ocd, mostly in the Form of body dysmorphia. I tried to discover my childhood manytimes but i have such a bad memory. To be honest i dont know much. I can count it on 2 hands. I know for sure that i had some problems in shool but i also dont know realy much. I am always suprised that many people know things from there childhood in Such a detail. My mind is just empty lol. I only know it wasnt that bad but your Story showed that even with good childhood, bad emotions are created. Maybe i should talk with a Tms therapist to quite my mind and ease this whole process for me. Its just very confusing for me because i do have Anxiety and worry alot. Sometimes Dr schubiner is speaking about Anxiety as an Emotion with i should feel then he speaks about Anxiety is an MBS symptom. Same with worry, sometimes i hear that worry should be an Emotion so i need to feel it if a Symptom shows up in my Body. Then People say Worry is just Anxiety . I dont know im just confused, especially if i feel Anxiety, i dont know if its fear or this...This whole confusion makes me realy mad sadly

Edit: I feel emberessed now but i think i understand it all, exectly my personality and thought patterns , worry ,are feeding into this beast. I got some AH Moment yesterday in me

Symptoms often move from mind to body and vice versa. That's your key to responding to TMS. It's not your fault but taking responsibility makes the relief more worthwhile to savor.