I'm using this forum to do my daily homeworks here, so I stay accountable and on track. This is for myself but if anyone likes to comment, it's very welcome! So here's Day 1: What a life without TMS would mean to me. I could exercise the way I want. I have always been really active and enjoyed movement so much, it's such a big part of my life. When I get to exercise the way I want, my mood is amazing and I have a sense of power. When my mood is amazing and I have a sense of power, my work goes much much better. A large part of my work is creating health related content, coming up with new ideas etc. If I'm feeling down I'm not able to do that well. If I'm not able to do my work well, my finances suffer because I'm mostly self-employed. Financial stress is one major causes of my pain, so without pain, I'd have more wealth, With more wealth, I can travel more and be truly free. When I'm truly free, anything is possible. My dreams will be true. Another big thing about not having TMS is that I noticed that those few weeks when my TMS was low and my back so much better, I SLEPT so much better as well. Sleep has been a struggle for me for over a decade. Now, first time in how many years, I was able to sleep better... And I was freakin bubbling with energy. I want that back. I want that SO BAD. I want to sleep well, be pain-free, be able to move my body the way I want, and make my business work the way I want. This is what life without TMS would mean to me.