I fit the personality traits for TMS perfectly. I woke up one morning in November of 2015 with excruciating pain in my right thigh. I was hospitalized twice and after many MRIs, C Scans, and x-rays, the only thing found was some edema in my hip. Since that time I have had the same pain twice which the doctors treated with opiates. I am developing other minor problems - nausea, metallic taste in my mouth, chills, tremors and a few more problems - with no diagnosis from the doctors. I am reading everything I can about TMS and am seeing a EMDR Therapist for neglect/emotional abuse as a child. I feel I am just stuck and that things are getting worse instead of better. I think the main problem for me is not being able to fully accept that it is TMS. At the same time I do believe it is TMS but can't accept it 100%. Is this stopping me from healing? In addition, lately I have become very fearful - mainly that I will have additional pain and symptoms. I would appreciate any thoughts or suggestions. Thank you in advance.