So I haven't been on this site for awhile. I think it was somewhere around day 12 that I stopped doing the Structured Education Program. I stopped because I wasn't in pain anymore. Seriously. Just like that, it's gone. I'm so grateful that I took the time to journal and meditate and educate myself. I handle stress much more healthily and I have lowered my unrealistic expectations of myself. I'm happy. And I don't hurt. This is incredible. Don't give up. Keep fighting! You can do it.