Hi everyone, I'm new to the forum although I'm now on Day 20 of the program. The question to ponder today is "if you could change one thing about your life, what would it be?" Besides the obvious (no TMS!!! ) I think I really wish I was a more self-confident person who was able to not constantly be criticizing myself. My mother is very, very critical of everyone around her, and I think growing up in that environment led me to be really hard on myself. I'm coming to realize that I constantly beat myself up without even realizing it - lots and lots of negative self-talk going on in my head! Even with this TMS healing journey...I still have a fair amount of pain and so I keep telling myself that I'm failing, everyone else can figure this out but me. Now that I've joined the forum I'm hoping it will help me move forward on this journey to healing!!