Gosh, everything. My brain just thought of at least 10 things: people, family, work, thoughts, symptoms, TMS, doctor, my brain that cannot stop thinking, fear, me. This made me stop, it is me actually that I would like to control the most, my reactions, goofiness, too much talking when being nervous, laziness... All the things that I don't like about myself, the imperfections. And I thought I was recovering from TMS, this made me think there is still so much to learn and the biggest thing is accepting myself for who I am. I have been reading Brene Brown's book: The Road to Imperfections. She talks about the way we talk to ourselves and says that we would never talk like that to the loved ones. It's true. I would never say to my husband: 'you are so stupid for saying this' or 'what and idiot look at the mistake you've done', but I do it to myself and sometimes shake my head when this kind of thoughts come up, as to shake off the shame they cause. I would like to learn to accept myself, how do you do that?