For the first time I truly feel like I can’t go on. Since beginning doing the TMS work 8 weeks or so ago I have had ups and down but was hopeful over all. Since my lower back started hurting over the weekend on vacation I have slowly been getting worse. I have stopped exercising. I have been taking tons of ibuprofen to the point my stomach hurts. Today my legs, upper back, arms all started aching in addition to my lower back. I’m so scared. I feel like I’m doing what I’m supposed to but it’s getting worse. I’m so scared I’m getting to the point where I won’t be able to force my way through work and we will lose everything. I can’t do that to my family. I can’t afford counseling. I just don’t know what to do. How can TMS get this painful and spread out so much? Sorry, i know I sound like I’m having a pity party, but I’m just in so much pain and so scared right now.