I want to feel invincible again. But my pain and "disability" is so widespread that it affects all my movement. I have been working with a TMS therapist which has been helpful. But since last night, I kind of have been on a downward spiral because I got to see how "normal" 33 year olds get to live their lives and how mine is. Tired of working on myself and just want this to be over and feel normal again.