My dream came true, my husband wants another baby!! We have almoust 2 year old beautiful happy active girl and I always wanted a brother or sister for her. BUT... Since Lisa was born our life together was so stressful and challenging , I moved to his old house, everything was on my shoulders, almoust no help....So 4 month later I started developing neck/shoulder/jaw tension/discomfort..I had it before pregnancy but it wasn't so severe like now. And these days I am in chronic discomfort ,tension and spasms. Things better between us now, but I dont feel physically ready for another baby I will be 41 in June, not much time for me left to bring another child to this world... I am doing this program, going gym twice a week, doing some relaxation techniques, seeing psychologist (not TMS though) and I really hope to be normal again very soon. I just want TMS to leave me alone, I learned my lesson, I want my life back((( Thank you for listening .. Hugs!