i haven’t posted in a while, mostly because my life has taken a turn for the better. I went fishing 2 times since last posting. I had a little pain at first but I wasn’t really concerned with whether or not I was going to have pain. I was very much in the moment enjoying the day, remnants of the snow on the mountain lake and catching fish. My intention wasn’t even to catch fish but rather just enjoy it even if there were no fish. I didn’t even realize I wasn’t having pain. I also caught 5 fish. I didn’t have any emotions come up. What a great turn so far.