Did anyone else realise this on Day 5? I really don't know what I enjoy. I can't remember the last time I had genuine fun. I don't really know what to do. If anyone else had this, is there anything you did to help come to a realisation of what you enjoy? I enjoy going to gigs, but choice is obviously limited there? I would like to go out and meet more women and was thinking of hiring some kind of dating coach (nothing sleazy like pick-up or anything like that). Also generally just improve my social skills also and get a coach in that area. But again its not so easy here in Germany as in the US for example. I was at a Latin American festival on Saturday, as well as a Spanish restaurant which were nice and gave me some reconnection with my background of studying Spanish and backpacking in South America. Maybe that's a sign of where I could find more fulfilment. Anyway, just sounding off a little. I'm going to play around with my guitar for a little while and then make a start on journaling.