...and that's it, really. That's what I'm committing to, following the program as well as I can, and see where it takes me. Nothing more, nothing less. The article about TMS I read today really hit home. This feeling of "not being good enough" really resonates with me, and I'm pretty sure I'll explore it some more at some later moment. Right now, it's making me cry, to be honest, but that's OK. You've got to feel it to heal it.