Hi Mandi, thanks for your supportive words. Maybe your improvement in last 60 days is the result of the three years of applying TMS, even though aggressively. I am seeing some changes because I am on it now 99.9% of the time in solidifying my belief in it. The supportive posts are so helpful in having others to share with. I feel guilty even talking about my pains any more with family/friends at this point in life. I was able to tell a good friend about the theory last week and she was fascinated. She is the only one who knows about my struggles the past 5 months with new and different pains. I have found SteveO's book very inspirational and I think it moved me along, so I am trusting that I can make a difference in my body. Today, I felt angry deep inside and I recognized it as TSM, and not due to something/someone outside myself. Good to hear from you!!