In day 10 we are supposed to ponder who we may be hiding our emotions from. I believe in my case it's my husband and my son. Today I actually wrote a letter to my husband as part of the journaling assignment and I did the same to my son the other day. I frightened myself quite a bit for the hurtful things I said to both of them on paper, knowing they'd never read it. They both love me and I feel like a horrible person for writing what I wrote. Those thoughts make me feel guilty and I'm glad I see that now, but it still feels terrible.