The question is from whom I hide my emotions. Actually in my case it should be asked who I don't hide them from. Only my girlfriend and for some amount my personal trainer know about my emotions. Others may think about what I'm hiding and a lot can be told from a persons body language, but that's all there is. Now that I think about this, triggered by the SEP, I'm aware that this is a big problem for me. But I don't know how to change that fact. Letting out what I really think and feel all the time would be like punching friends and family in the face much too often for them to want to see me at all.