I couldn't get signed on to set up a new one so I lost all my history. I went through this program 8 years. It was an experience of a life time. Everyday I apply what I learned. I have pain always looking for an opening and up until this time i have have had great success in ignoring and moving on. I was playing pickleball, which I have played 6 years. I felt a pull and tightening. Now the cramping in my butt and all the way to my knee is excruciating. And I had scoliosis surgery years ago. I am creating my Evidence Sheet. Pain comes and goes but it's staying now. I am 100 precent prone to TMS. Pain keeps me from doing something physical per Sarno. I am having a hard time getting to 100 percent. Fear, worry and doubt creep in. I leave Wednesday for a 3 week vacation. My Mother passed in December after a very difficult 6 months of my involvement. I am putting pressure on myself to get this figured out before I leave. Thoughts?