Hey all, So i've just arrived in Berlin in order to study abroad for half a year and am feeling so many things all at once. I feel like im coming down with another attack and am terrified. I feel as though i'll just have to pack up and somehow make my way home.. terrifying fear based thoughts. Physically i am in a lot of pain right now and am putting pressure on myself to feel better (bad i know but cant help). I just need to hear some words of support right now.. my room mate has been so supportive but i dont want to burden anyone.. im just in a terrible place.