I've been suffering from RSI in my wrists for 2 months. At first I thought it was due to using my laptop too much. After a month of seeing doctors and physios with no improvement a friend put me on to TMS. At first, the pain got better. I had my first pain free day a week ago. This week however, the pain has come back hard. I'm finding it as hard to type and move a mouse as I did when the pain was at it's worst. I'm getting cramps in my thumbs too that have been gone for a while. What's causing it? My life is very stressful at the moment. I'm buying a house, I've got a crazy amount of pressure at work. I understand all this, I'm writing in my journal and meditating on my emotions, but the pain is still here. Yesterday I had my first long day of laptop use since it started. I know that even though it's not the use of the laptop that's causing the pain, I'm still worried. At the back of my mind I still can't shake off the seemingly structural causes - mouse and keyboard use (despite using these things for year and years, and the pain not being in the 'right' places, and moving around). I'm feeling panicky. This week is a very critical one work wise, and house wise. I'm scared things won't work out. I just want to curl up in a ball and not have to face work, or anything. I want a holiday that never ends so I never have to come back to it all. I love my work, I really do. I'm doing my 'dream job', so I can't really complain about it . I enjoy it, but I don't know why I'm feeling this way.