Without this community, it would be so much harder! Thank you everyone who offered their support, advice, kind word, their experiences. Special thanks: @plum special thanks for helping with a condition that not so many can relate to/are familair with. You helped me the most in the initial stages back in August when I was in the deepest, darkest hole with my trigeminal neuralgia. You helped me RECOGNIZE what I was dealing with. @JanAtheCPA the wisdom and the comfort you offered was invaluable. Your confidence in the TMS diagnosis makes everyone feel at ease when they have a tough time believing it. @Baseball65 your attitude was what I needed when I was in doubt. "You can't make a person with TMS more paranoid." So true! Your confidence that you can deal with anything that comes your way, that your mind can't trick you anymore is what gave me power. @savasana's post was worth a read: https://www.tmswiki.org/forum/threads/must-read-if-you-want-to-defeat-tms.21915/ (MUST READ IF YOU WANT TO DEFEAT TMS) She dives deeper into the lives of TMSers and has really good points. To everyone else on this forum - I wish you HEALTH, LOVE, WISDOM and ABUNDANCE in 2020. I believe this year will be better than 2019 and we will see our lives evolve in miraculous ways. Have a good one!