I need your asst on this one I have been off my meds since April I have been doing the work ( not everyday) mediating every morning and just over all excepting myself as I am at this moment. I on my 2 nd run of the SEP seeing a Therpist 2 a month . I have been trying to reconnect with my wife with the realization that I can't and won't change her. With this all said my pain in my feet and hands have reach a new high and I can't operate . Meaning I can't work . So my question is do I take the meds to relief my self or fight threw this next door of healing?