Dear all, Today has been a very emotion-filled day for me. I would have never had courage to write this if I didn't get TMS, but I want to process my emotions arising from the death of someone who took advantage of me when I was young. This person was a relative of my father. He figured out that my father was psychotic and abusive, and started taking financial and other advantage of our situation. Life was a horror, as we were helplessly stuck with an abusive father and an opportunist evil relative. I specifically remember that one evening he came to our house, took my father aside and whispered something in his ears. Within five minutes my father dragged my mother by her hair and threw her out of the house. This man just sat there and watched the spectacle. I have lived all my life in fear of this man. He died today. I am having a difficult time figuring out how should I feel. There was no direct justice served to us in the world. This man got away with everything he did in his life. I am curious to get both religious and secular views on how to process my emotions around this man. Specifically, I want to know how to move on with my life now that he is not there, and I have an amazing family life with my wife and child.