I guess the most difficult thing about the diagnosis was that there isn't anything they can do about it. I also remember being angry (although I didn't really acknowledge the anger at the time) because of the way the doctor was treating me. He pretty much flat out accused me of making it all up in order to get disability benefits. I had no idea what he was talking about. I still feel that anger and helplessness. I'm still having bad days mostly. I feel like I've accepted the idea that my brain is creating my pain, so why am I still having it?