feeling powerless

nothing seems to work

... sorry to bring things down, but my god i'm tired of this. i need a new neck or a lobotomy.

 

Hi eskimoeskimo,
I am sorry you're getting so tired of this. My heart goes out to you. Life entails a lot of suffering sometimes, and it sure is hard to tolerate.
Andy B

 

Thank you Andy. I feel like I'm running out of things to try. I've been at the TMS things for a while. Any tips for a reset?

 

I wouldn't mind a new neck or upper shoulders either. The shoulder pain is occasional but the stiffness/ tension seems to be always. I understand. I myself don't want to settle for less than a tension free body with no shoulder pain at all...I wish I had the answer. I keep journalling about my feelings. I try to keep my inner critic quiet! I comfort my inner child.
I'm open to more ideas too....

 

Wondering if you saw this Eskimo? I understand your frustration. I really do. But will leave this here, in case: http://www.tmswiki.org/forum/threads/free-workshop-rapid-recovery-from-back-and-neck-pain.11835/ Seems it's tomorrow.