Today's question to ponder is about exercising. I personally never stopped doing exercice since my problem is not principally a pain but eczéma, so the last time I exercised was on Friday. Like every weak since September I went to Kung fu class. I started this activity in September because I couldn't find a Tai Chi lesson which I think would suit best my personality, and also because I really want to get stronger. This activity "force" me to train twice a weak because I feel obligated to attend (not like jogging where I would always find excuses for not going). This weak we worked on technique, which doesn't really interest me since I "just" want to gain confidence in myself by getting stronger. We also worked on close combat but I couldn't do the exercise pretty well even though my partners were not really defending him/herself. So it made me feel sad because I felt weak and not good enough to succeed in an exercice (sorry I am French so I am not really sure of how to say this in English). As you can see I am really good at putting pressure and strong expectations over myself. Feeling hopeless at things is one of my specialties even though I hate myself for it.