3 weekes ago I participated in a life-meditation of Joe Dispenza ( via Internet) and there I found out that I was very afraid of healing!! Since then I have unbearable pain! During the 8 years of my foot pain I have lost my job and my partner, so I don’t know what I will do when the pain will be gone. In my trauma therapy it became obvious that my biggest fear was loneliness and the feeling of isolation, due to the events in my childhood. Now we are working on it and I think this will take time.... Has anyone of you experienced chronic pain because of a trauma? Do you have any idea how I could handle this excruciating pain that I have since the meditation? I am talking to my inner child and tell her she is not alone and I am here.....but it does not help.