Hello everyone! I just started my own fight against TMS. Its my low back. I am conditional coach myself and i am trying to assure myself thats not mechanical but mental pain...but its hard,really hard. I could see myself on every Dr. Sarno's book page but its still hard on my own. I am from Croatia, small country in Europe. Here's everything about 'mechanics'. People are not aware of problems such as mine and its impossible to find a therapists for something like that. Biggest problem ist pain. Almost every second of last 9 years. Its even more harder because my job is all about sports. I tried not to think about it,i read a lot last few weeks,i am trying to belive,to be aware of whats happening, i tried to ignore pain and do some activities (which made me suffer in past)...and i succeeded ,almost with a smile on my face! But today,one day after it,its the same again. I dont know anymore if thats muscle inflammation so painful,if those are my symptoms again. Its the fear again. Please someone.