Hey Ronnie, you’re doing great dude!
Don’t worry about popping, cracking and crunching. They’re not an indication of structural damage. When there’s muscle tension, which is typical with TMS there’s more resistance to the bone and joint movements. You’ll notice as tension goes away you hear these sounds less. It’s also entirely possible you’ve had these sounds for some time but now that you’re dealing with chronic pain you’re more hyper focused on your body and picking up on something that’s been there.
i deal with the same! TMj has been my main symptom but i no longer fear it, so it’s improving rapidly. When it was bad, there’s a lot of tension and I hear constant cracking when I shift my jaw or popping in my ear, right now there isn’t much tension so the sounds are much less. 2 days ago I had zero pain or tension and noticed zero sounds.
when I dealt with TMS in my knee I noticed a ton of clicking and popping, now my knees don’t bother me and I don’t notice any clicking, maybe it’s there but I’m not hyperfixated on it.
all of this is part of the game and the more you hyper focus on these benign sensations the more they will stick around and you’ll fall into the fear loop. Try not to dwell on them, I know it’s hard, especially when we’ve been taught that these sounds can mean arthritis or damage.
the goal of TMS is to distract you, these sounds do a good job, they’re scary. I was scared of my jaw popping for so long, I’d constantly adjust my jaw, scan my jaw, feel the muscle knots. I don’t do it at all anymore, and reaching that level of acceptance was key to getting over the fear loop.
if you weren’t focusing on the sounds what would be on your mind?
this is all part of the journey, it’s a wave just ride and don’t panic if you get held under a bit, the surface is always close
I swim a lot too! Pretty much all my symptoms go away in the pool, is it similar for you?