I feel as though this exploration of my emotions, especially of past events and current stressors, has led me to be confused as to the origin of TMS. For right now, I believe that my personality is the main cause, and that the pressure I was feeling 15 months ago is what triggered these symptoms. I'm very self-critical and have low self esteem. I feel as though I'm an underachiever from a career standpoint and I feel like my peers are ahead of me in almost every way. In my heart, I know that I'm a smart and competent person. But I don't have the confidence on the outside. Someone asked me the other day about my job. As I was explaining how I felt about my job, I mentioned that I feel the job is "below" my capabilities, but yet I feel stressed and overwhelmed at the same time. It's a strange feeling. I want to find the root cause of my TMS. I'm hoping this program will help me do that.