Dysfonction in sex relationship

Hi everyone ,i hope to All of you a better life full with health and succes My name is Scott i am from France 27years old ,i am here to share with you my storie ,i am a porn addicted i watched All kind of movies ,vanilla,femdom,fetish,tranny...etc, i was Alawys looking for hot movies All the time, i had a lot of girl friend in my Life but i had sex with only two women older than me ,my first sex Time was so bad i wasnt able to make it , i say maybe its the first Time a lot of fear and anxiete ,after two week i did it but it was not that good i broke up with her because she complains all the time and she didnt alow me to do what everyone did in bed not even looking to her vagina,and she didnt know how to make me hot she complain All the Time ,after a few time i meet lila a beautiful lady older than me 40 years old,she was in vecation in my city she was a wow,i had great time i practise sex with her four Time ,i had great time,she leave to london and after i meet the first women she told me that she loves me because i am nice guy and she invite me for dinner i try to sleep with her but i Failed because she pût me under a lot of pression and she was not that good as lila ,i decide that i have to stop watching porn and became a better men because of anger of faillure in bed again cause me a wirst pain i was unble to go to gym but at least i can swim,i need help and advices from you i am lost i dont know what to do but i want change and have family and be loyal to my wife and became a good father as well i want be a better men thats All and thankx

 

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