Hello again,
though I try to keep journaling more or less every day I have some problems regarding the SEP. It´s not possible for me to do each day a new exercise. I simply do not find the time to do so.
Coming now to day 4 and the questions to answer.
What was the most disheartening thing a doctor has told you about your symptoms?
Two so called specialists told me that I contracted lyme disease - just according to the symptoms. Please remember that my main problems were and are always numbness, tingling and weakness in the arms in combination with neck pain. The specialists told me, that it would not be possible to heal that disease and that I will have to take antibiotics for the rest of my life. Just in order to avoid, that the disease will bring me into a wheelchair.
In what ways have you kept that in your mind?
I took antibiotics over years without any success. Even worse - new symptoms arised. As soon I felt or feel something new - e.g. tingling in the leg - I think to myself: "Oh my god - the antibiotics don´t help any more and I´m straight on my unstoppable way into a wheelchair."
It is really not simple to deal with that topic as it really leads fear.
Chris
though I try to keep journaling more or less every day I have some problems regarding the SEP. It´s not possible for me to do each day a new exercise. I simply do not find the time to do so.
Coming now to day 4 and the questions to answer.
What was the most disheartening thing a doctor has told you about your symptoms?
Two so called specialists told me that I contracted lyme disease - just according to the symptoms. Please remember that my main problems were and are always numbness, tingling and weakness in the arms in combination with neck pain. The specialists told me, that it would not be possible to heal that disease and that I will have to take antibiotics for the rest of my life. Just in order to avoid, that the disease will bring me into a wheelchair.
In what ways have you kept that in your mind?
I took antibiotics over years without any success. Even worse - new symptoms arised. As soon I felt or feel something new - e.g. tingling in the leg - I think to myself: "Oh my god - the antibiotics don´t help any more and I´m straight on my unstoppable way into a wheelchair."
It is really not simple to deal with that topic as it really leads fear.
Chris